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May 21 may 21 I wanna live life and never be cruel
I wanna live life and be good to you And I wanna fly and never come down And live my life and have friends around We never change, do we? no, no We never learn, do we? So I wanna live in a wooden house I wanna live life and always be true I wanna live life and be good to you And I wanna fly and never come down And live my life and have friends around We never change, do we? No, no We never learn, do we? So I wanna live in a wooden house where making more friends would be easy Oh, and I don´t have a soul to save Yes, and I sin every single day We never change, do we? We never learn, do we? So I wanna live in a wooden house Where making more friends would be easy I wanna live where the sun comes out ... -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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"When I'm Gone" [Introduction] Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby... [Chorus] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back... [Verse 2] I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing "You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?" Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying "You always say that, you always say this is the last time "But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine" She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it "Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!" Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'" I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on And I'm singing... [Chorus] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back... [Verse 3] Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet I take a bow and thank you all for coming out They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing "Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding," But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden? "I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin' "You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad "And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad' "That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin "I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going" But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice "Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us" That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin' It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister Almost as if to say.. [Chorus/Outro] And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back... [Curtains closing and sounds of footsteps] May 18 may 18我爱暴雨天， 就像狗爱吃屎，
享受风云骤变的时刻， 喜欢雨点夹杂着细沙打在脸上。
好久没有这么棒的雨天了， 我想我是怀念舟山的台风天了。
坐在高中教室自修的时候， 习惯伸出手去接下屋檐滴下来的水， 然后出去跑一圈然后直接跑回寝室去。
在篮球场的时候，我其实是想赖在那里的， 让云朵里边的水分浇在我的脑袋上， 然后，湿透衣服，湿透裤子，
后来却只能跑回去寝室，
一个人在十楼的阳台，
雨大得我睁不开眼睛， 感觉雨顺着睫毛挂下来， 雨点打在胸膛上的感觉像针刺，整个我像刚从水里被捞出来一样，
我就是离不开水的，这样让我自在一万倍！
抬头看山上的小溪变成一条暴躁的小河， 冲着上坡上的垃圾， 排泄物， 在黄土的掩护下闷头撞进蚊池。
远处的海岸， 也是有一圈土黄色，硬生生的塞到了宝石绿的海中，突然觉得学校像一个癌细胞， 侵蚀着周围大海。
淋啊淋啊， 不舍去冲凉， 身体是被上天赐予的水冲洗过的干净。
谢谢， 我爱暴雨天！
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今天V和我提起了去尼泊尔的事情，
本来有点倍搁置的计划又被放在了我的面前，
我只能和他说不知道有没有足够的时间和金钱...事实也确实是这样。
lp的nepal已经看了一半了，超级想去的。
暑假有很多事呢，要住实验室，要回家，要去北京，maybe要去杭州，尼泊尔会很花时间的。 计划总赶不上变化， 看着办吧， V。
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I am JACK's broken heart right now,
cuz my PHX has just lost to SA.
Thanks for this season, Steve, you deserved the MVP.
Nice work. manu and Tony.
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回忆之前，忘记之后...
May 12 may 12夏日的午后， 很奇怪的做了一个梦，是关于一个很久很久很久很久没有见到的朋友。 冗长而且模糊。
人说日有所思夜有所梦， 虽然我的生物钟属于紊乱， 但是还是没有任何的先兆梦到了。
搂着厚厚的被子， 出了一身的汗， 醒了之后却什么也想不起来了。 奇怪。只觉得右肩又有点隐痛。
最后一次见面是在你的学校里， 也是毫无预兆的，还依稀记得你当时惊奇得看着我， 我浑身大汗的抱着篮球也诧异的望着你。
也许这个人是注定要和毫无预兆联系在一起。
于是2秒钟后 上校友录上去找qq， 马不停蹄得下载qq，加！却没有任何反应， 不过也是意料之中了。 再说吧那就。
还是感叹于chianren上的杂草丛生， 短短几年也不谈不上时过境迁， 但却早已是物是人非了， 虽然高中的那个还是我一手建的，但那里我已经很不想去留言了， 却非常钟情于偶尔上去看看， 很少， 看到有一条没有任何意义的句子， 不超过10个字，
但是偶尔很诧异， 自己得这么热衷， 对于过去， 我总是很难割舍， 沉迷于过去， 也不见得我怀旧， 只是觉得这种long term single serving friend 是最让人伤感的一种关系了。
以前的同学很多都已经工作了， 让我不得不叹服时间过得很快。
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某人晚上发现了新战场， 在失去理智的状态下 poke了n个girl，还不小心摸了老虎屁股，
很奇怪于facebook和校内网， 给大学生们提供了一个．．的交友网站，还蛮搞笑的。
just try it if you are still single.
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很fan edward norton， 喜欢重复地看 fight club
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good will hunting 我并不觉得是一部很棒的片子，
但是当allfrek 再次去敲matt damon门的那10秒， 我真的想知道他当时应该怎么想，
我也想试试那种事情发生在我身上的感觉， 想感觉下那种失落与欣喜交织的复杂感受。
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最近迷上了看词， 苏轼， 柳永， 温飞卿，姜白石....
‘细看来不是， 杨花点点， 是离人泪。’
‘念桥边， 红药年年， 知为谁生。’
May 05 may 5老爸，
生日快乐。
虽然你不会看到我的blog， 但是还是要谢谢你在过去的20多年把我当成人类来养大。
你现在一定在睡觉吧，在我打下这些字的时候， 你会不会在睡梦里笑呢,
你会觉得我走得太远，不在身边，不能把我拉过来陪你看电视
是不是后悔了，我知道你在家的时候都很想我
但是打电话回家的时候你都是那么几句话，要我小心， 我明白
我啊一定会自己管好自己的
我会好好报答你和老妈的养育之恩的。
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今天也是sharon同学的生日，
生日快乐，
谢谢你在照顾jb雷的同时也照顾了我，
让我喝了很多汤， 还有吃了很多好吃的东西， 还有烟。
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收到了flora的来自philadelphia的psot card！我开始还以为没有我的份呢！ 很开心啊！ 哈哈....快回来玩啊....
May 02 may 02每一次理发的时候总是像要把头发剪得很短很短 不知道这种想法是如何产生的
是因为我的审美观? 还是极度我想要摆脱现在的自己? 毕竟 头发还是会再长出来的 后悔也来得及
会想到很多 但却懒得解释 于是我变会喏喏的和别人说 短发 省钱啊
总是很懒很懒 懒到自己受不了自己 便会想整理一遍 重新懒起 周而复始 周而复始
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yangtao放在我书包里的《？？铺》 翻了几页 不感兴趣 对文学大师们的作品从来没有欣赏的兴趣 totally 只是因为完全不觉得有意思而已
倒是在大飞家的 《亮剑》 鲜活 翻着翻着 入了迷 却不知不觉睡着了
封面上的李幼斌（电视剧中的李云龙）让我好想我老爸 不为了啥 因为他们长的像。。。
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半夜看到了 也许这样是好的
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我真的是喜欢把事情拖到最后才做呢 得改改
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出海事宜cancel了 看得出sharon的无奈 倒是非常非常想念大海 在船上指尖触碰海面的惬意 和 赤脚在沙滩上放风筝的无拘无束
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该加油的还是得加油
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阿怪阿怪阿怪阿怪阿怪 － eason chan
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